between the lines of fear and blame,you begin to wonder why you came..

She's lost in her own words. She got lost at the start, there, where she couldn't even choose the right way. Her shadows the only one that walks beside her. And she won't find her rest until the voices in her head stop. But does she want them to stop, are they keeping her alive? Are they everything that's left for her? And she keeps asking herself where did she went wrong, and is it bad to miss him? Cause it feels so wrong but she can't stop. Only thing missing is bringing to her is pain, maybe she's born to suffer. Someone's choice changed a life. Her life. She's fighting to survive. Over and over she falls. She can't stand like she used to, she can't smile like before. Is everything that is left a little feeling of missing someone, something..?
She's a little piece of puzzle lost in a dark place. It slipped through someones hands and now it's lost forever.
You can't bring it back, you can't finish your puzzle, it's just lost. After some time, when you find it, you may be happy about it, you might be sad cause it's not same as it was. Time ruined it. Time hurt it. Time took it.
So why are you searching for it? Don't ever come back for it, don't! Cause that piece of puzzle is, well, piece of puzzle and she can't do anything about it, after everything, she'll be again yours,just like she used to,even though you know you can't finish the puzzle! With or without the last piece, it's just not the same.
If she hold back her tears will it stop? This can't be all she has. And she needs him, like she never did. And all this time she hoped he needs her too. So why is it so painful to stop crying? If crying means we're alive, is it so wrong to feel so good about feeling alive that way? Can't we change our paths? She's standing there watching him in flames. Watching him staying awake all night, burnin' in flames, taking the wrong way, way she choose. As he goes left, she goes right, they're on the other sides, other roads, still, it's the same lonely road that was meant to take them. She's lost, insecure, surrounded, and he found her. He caught that little smile on her face, the brightness in her eyes when she looked at him, at that moment he knew, knew that she would follow all the way down. That she would stay beside him, and at that same moment she lost him.
She lost him cause he realized she'll be there. No matter what. She will be there. She can't let the past go, it's not the thing she can just forget.. She can't.. Cause she's used to it. He comes, and goes, and breaks and brings the hope, brings the pain. But she? She'll be there.