09 rujna, 2012

i felt so empty as i cried like part of me had died..

Time is a tricky thing. It passes so fast that you barely realise. And as it goes, as it changes, everything changes with it. It takes your memories and moments, it takes YOUR moments with it. And with time comes happiness, joy.. but sometimes, time brings pain, and sadness. And time is life. With the same time we learn how to live with it, how to live with everything life brings. People change with time too. Same people who once wanted to spent every second of their lifes with u, just talking to u, or just staring at u. Same people who once swore they're going to be there for u when u need them. Same people who are just strangers now. Same people who, now, are not same as they used to be. They left your life without a goodbye, without an explanation, they just.. left.. Becuase it was easier than try to work things out.
And when i talk about people, and when i talk about their actions from past, or from today i think about you.
At this moment you're supossed to come to me. You're supossed to come to me and ask me something. Anything. Maybe you should ask me how i feel. Becuase i was there for you, i was there when no one was. And those are your words, not mine. You said that, it came from your mouth. And i just can't believe you broke your promise, and i never believed you could put everything behind you. All our words, all our messages and all our looks. All those little and meaningless things which are now everything that i have. Everything that is left here for me. It's everything that keeps me alive.


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