I could finally be happy with this life, and i could move on. But right now im stuck in past and when i really do try to move forward and as harder i try i just go back, and deeper to my memories. Maybe it's all becuase i still have faith and i hope you still care. And even i tell myself everyday im wrong, and even im trying to prove myself wrong there's a part of me that just can't let all this go. And if you only knew how much right now im regreting all we had, or should i say all i thought we had, and if you only knew how many nights i spent drowning in my tears just becuase you're not there, just becuase i had a fight with you, it would even bring sadness to your heart, and we know how much heartless you are.
Now even if u try you can't kill me with kindness 'cuz i don't buy it.
I just want to go somewhere, somwhere i could start again. Somewhere i'll have to put the past behind, somewhere where i won't have choice.
And just when i say to myself that it's over, and i say im done with you, and that you're going to be a friend, once you were the best one, and just when i start over, at least when i try to start over there's always someone who puts the bug in my ear, the one who tells me that maybe i should try more just for a little bit and again, im screwed.
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