03 veljače, 2013

stop crying your heart out !

There ain't no coming back from this point. From the sorrow she's trapped in.. Anger.. Anger from watching the world on the outside and regret for simply existing, only things that she's feeling.
Long time ago, when she got lost in her own words, that no one can remember now, everything she could feel was missing. Something, someone, somewhere..
''Don't waste time, run, and just forget the world.''-she said. She doesn't really need anything or anyone but herself, she just have to remember, what does she stand for? After all, everyone ran when all she needed was the truth.. She couldn't see the end of the feelings she felt, and others, they were just escaping it, skipping it..somehow, despite the lies they were makin'. She built up a wall, not to keep them out, but to see who cares enough to knock it down. She was falling with every step she took. Finding the way out of the world she made for herself.. And as she was falling down the stairs of life the world was gettin' bigger. It's big enough that only thing that's covering it, is sorrow. Same world, same wall, same sorrow she's trapped in, now. Maybe there were those little things that had stayed somewhere in her mind. So they're the once who were bringing those emotions, everyone else was escaping. But with time, she learned how to put things behind her. So, love sounds familiar but the emotions escapes her. Yesterday, and the day before, sun was cold and rain was hard. Raindrops were falling on her back, but somehow, it was easy to carry it. Not like the pain she was feeling, until the day rain was gone, and so were her emotions. She couldn't feel a thing.
Between the lines of fear and blame she began to wonder, why she came? So she took the first way out.
Leaving everyone sleepin' in that sleepy town.



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